After hearing this testimony, I am more grateful, I never came to that decision.
I obviously don't agree with the spiritual conclusions this woman came to, but her testimony of being a cloistered nun doesn't shock me much.
With just what experience I had with cultish communities like, Comunita Cenacolo, and JPII Bible School and Franciscan University of Steubenville, I could totally see this being the logical conclusion to such brainwashing and secrecy.
I officially have taken off the restraints of criticism of religion. It must be done. Those who reject religious scrutiny, have never lived under it's persecution.